December 2011
167 posts
As much as I miss Oahu. I am never going back. I am done with all the drama & bullshit. As boring & lonely Big Island can get I will not go back. Why should I? Jus because our family is there? As much as I love & miss them its time for me to grow, concentrate on me, not what others need, I have my own family, so its time to do it right. For those who think I am a spoil ungreatful...
I took Audrina to the ER yesturday she had an high fever. As soon as I thought she got better it gotten worse :( I feel so helpless all I can do is cry I haven’t slept last night cause Audrina kept crying. An Ronson is being a dumb bitch. I need a fucken break right now. Times like this makes me wanna pick up a stog but I am not, I am better then that. I will jus deal with it & try to...
Christmas pics are up on my Facebook if you don’t have me as a friend then too bad, if you do then check them out.
I feel weird posting this but this is about another guy. He was my bestfriend & he’s coming to the Big Island which is weirding me out. He’s a MMA fighter, & he’s here to fight on the 7th. He’s been down here a couple of times which for me is weird. We stop talking cause I found out he was inlove with me & I only seen him as my friend my BESTFRIEND, so one of my...
Merry Christmas Everyone!
Ronson got off work early & I we couldn’t wait to open the present so we decided to open our out gifts an hour early. Let me tell you this is the BEST Christmas I ever had! I am so blessed to have such a beautiful daughter, the most loving boyfriend, & being surrounded by wonderful people in my life. If it wasn’t for you I wouldnt be were I would be. Thanks for making Christmas...
I wanna move out of this damm house. I hate this stupid bitch that thinks she little miss perfect. So quick to talk shit & tease others. When she should look at herself. I blogged about her in the past & she still fucken acting dumb after I fucken told her off. I am trying so hard not to beat her ass. If I do lay a hand on her I will have to risk us being homeless & I do not want my...
I am gonna be volunteering at Kapiolani Elementry & I will be working with the preschool kids & their parents next month, but before that I gotta find a baby sitter. I am so excited to be working with these kids. I have to get as much as expirence as I can & hopefully I can get the job I want. I am with this work agency who is supposely the number 1 agencey in the State hopefully they...
I forgot to announce!
That today Audrina makes 8 months!!! Mommy & daddy loves you Audrina! <3
I'm fat & what?!
I know I’m not thin, or perfect. I know I am fat & I don’t like it. But obviously I ain’t ready to lose weight so I ain’t gonna work out. I did learn to accept how I look & be happy with that. I know I can lose weight anytime I feel like it. I am still young & don’t live to impress anybody. This post is made for you hating ass bitches who can only clown me...
Ronson K. Spencer
Hey everyone! Guess what? I got my baby back(: The Ronson I fell inlove with back then is now back! He grown so much, he’s sober, he’s my man<3 I been waiting for this day for the longest right when I gave up he proved to me that he will do anything for me. I am really happy with my life right now. Even if we have little fights I am still the happiest girl cause I know he...
Motherhood update
OMG! Now that Audrina can crawl & all that other stuff its harder than ever & you know what?! Everyone is telling me it get even harder when she starts walking. I am literally tierd & so drainned everyday. My back pain is getting worse, my knees been in pain for about 2 months its so bad now that i cant squat or bend my knees, & I am starting to have mean headaches everyday. I am...
I just recently found out one of my friend has cancer. A really bad type of cancer. i will not mention her name but we are not close anymore but I want her to know I still care & I pray for her everyday so does Ronson. Please can you guys keep her in your prayers too. Its a really tuff time for her & her father also passed away a while back but still for a girl to lose her father like that...
Lately I been seeing a lot of bad post from my friends on facebook. It really kills me to see them go through what they are going through I know its none of my business but I was once them & I just want to let them know I am here for them no matter what. Even if we haven’t spoke to eath others for years I am still the same Vicky & they are still my friends its just that we have our...
I told Ronson I know lately I know I been treating him like shit & I am very sorry. For some reason I can’t let go the past. I been through some shit with him. Hell & back. I know it isn’t gonne be easy to forget about the past, but I love him & I should of let go the past already. I told him the real reason why I treat him like this is cause I can feel myself falling for...
Audrina is growing so fast. She can say Mama when shes crying & looking for me. Already tryna stand on her own. Today we took her to the doctor & she was so happy & kept smiling to see other babies her age. Out of the bunch she was the smartest & smallest lol. Today was an good day for Audrina.
Keep your friends close, & your enemies closer!
