So we found a place a 3 bedroom 2 bathrooms for only $700 a month garage & everything, big yard. We were planning on moving in by next month but my mom said its better if we move in the 28 the day after my birthday. We can move in anytime but I told my mom the house needs a lot of work to do for example painting! lol. Not gonna be online as much. So get at me on my cell if anything. BYE(:

Today we took my mother in law around the Island, we had so much fun. I hate that shes leaving soon. I hate going through this hurt. Our love ones come visit & then u have the time of your life with them & boom they have to leave. Fucken hate it. I love my family, I want them all with me but its life, we’ll all be ok. I really dont want her to leave. I actually wanna come back Oahu but I can’t. We came so far getting where were at now. We’ve grown a lot, this was a positive change for us. A big dramatic change. But I promise you we’ll be back Home. 

Ronson told me one of my “friends” dont like me & called me fake. Well, this is what I have to say. Screw u, I was always real and good to you. Funny how r so called true friends never show up to a big party u had, I mean I never showed up eitha but atleast I had the courtesy to call & let u know & bought an gift. I did my part tried my best to be a good friend but like everyone else said u are needy. If we cant cruz u get mad. I not perfect n have my days everyone else does. N I wasnt talking shit u should check ya girl first. She was making u look shame infront her mom n all the housing boys. Before u talk u should hear my side first but obviously u never did give me a chance. Well, I dont need u anyways. U dont even know or have true friends. It is what it is. Im moving on from this shit. Peace!

Its hard to tell someone the truth when u know its gonna hurt them. Especially if its your mom. I had to tell her now that I did I feel so bad, I know shes hurtin real bad but I rather have her hurt now then wait till the actual day comes & get hurt 10 times harder.

One of my co worker is selling her car for 2500 its an neon. She asked me if I knew anybody that wanted to get a car n I told her I do. She told me she will only sell it to me for 1500 nothings wrong with the car but thats what they ALL say. My mom said juat get it cause we do need our own car just to get here n there especially we have Drina, my mom even offered to buy it for us which.makes me want it more but I dont want an damm neon lol but then again I have baby it really doesnt matter ac is super cold, car super clean, she got it from a kia dealership & they said the previous owners are old people but is she satin that cause she thinks thats what I wanna hear. She said she wants to get rid of it cause she already has a mini van, they still paying for it n she has 2 kids n needed a bigger car. Idk man, I really dont know maybe I goin look at it one more time.

I feel so happy!!! The roomate is moving out lol I warned her not to fuck with me lol. Theres a lot of drama between.me & her n ok wiuld of pound her ass out by now but my mom told me not to so the only thing I could do was talk shit n get in her face. & lately u been doing a tremendous job lol. Cry baby bitch was crying to my mom sayin she cant handle n I make trouble to her. My mom dont give a flyin fuck how she feel my mom laughed in her face. Idk, y she crying she the one who decided to pick on me cause she jealous of my mom n likes my moms bf. Like I tell everybody dont fuck with my family. I dont know when she leaving but im gonna have a party as soon as she start packing. Tbh my evil ass popped her tire lol, throw away all her shit, jrop her food in the trash can then put it back so she can eat it lol. Fuck her! Bitch wants to touch my daughter, feed us poison food like frogs n shit. I feel like its the damm bad girls club in this house, but it looks like I win(: I aint gonna stop fuckin wit her until she kiss my fat stretch mark ass! Lol seriously though. Loving this moment right now. Cant wait till Aunty Lita comes over cause I know if the roomate get dumb my mother in law will put this bitch in her place. n she needs someone her age to tell her wassup. She lucky I no rob her cause I will if she get moa stupid for now I will make her life a living hell hehehe. FAMILY FIRST!

Today at work was so scarey. So 2 of my co-workers got into trouble because yesturday I went there to jrop of something to one of them. I guess after I left they continued to chit chat & they lost their desk & now works in the back alone. I never heard my boss yell so damm loud. One of the girls called in sick cause she was that scared to be confronted from my boss. I guess they were planning this for a while cause they were actually training me to do one of the girls duties & now I am assign to her desk & daily task. Man, I hope shes not mad at me & now she got her hours cut. Starting next month they want me to work more hours. We also have a new girl. I haven’t met her yet & shes not really hired until she pass background check, drug test, & the hippa test. Hopefully she does so I can have an asisstant cause thats what there looking for. Well, enough about my job. Audrina is growing so fast, so smart, tryna stand on her own already. She knows how to get of & on her little Dora mobile. lol

We have & extra room u can stay in. its $20 a night per person $5 more if u have someone else with u & $350 a month per person, a $100 extra for another person. Its really big, regular size closet, one emty shelves, one little night dresser, wifi internet, desk & chair, thats about it. We share kitchen, & bathrooms, tv & all these other junk but u buy your own food. So if anything hit me up.

So today they made it official that i’m the new sec. for the maintance guys. My manager Tammy said she likes how I work, appearance, & she said I got potential. I was suppose to be the office clerk asisstant but I guess I showed then I can do more then that. Im so proud of myself. Im still waiting for my own desk lol then I know for a fact that im safe lol. If any of u looking for a job my job is hiring but you’ll have to go through some BS before they actually hire u. They mainly only hire people with kids male or female. & its for HAWAII state only. This pro thing is BS but im pretty sure its worth it in the end. Message me & i’ll let u know how u can get started or betta yet I can refer u & pull u in right away. I will only respond to those who I feel qualify. I dont want a bad name, cause the person I referred never showed up for work or whatevers when I was working Retzel Maker I had a lot of those kine of idiots, its so fucken sad that they cant keep a job at Pretzel Maker! & for most of um thats like the only place that they could get in. Anyways I love my job(: oh gah did I mention my job has good pay!